Who am I?

       As I had told you before, I'm seeing a psychiatrist. What I don't remember is if I also told you that I'm also having therapy sessions with a psychologist. 

       Today I had therapy, during the one hour therapy, I realized that what I want the most since I was a little kid is the approval and acceptance of my parents, especially my dad. When I did or still do something that they don't like or approve of I alway feel anxious, depressed and my it lowers my self-esteem. 

      Today I realized I shouldn't look for their approval nor their acceptance, what I should look for and is much more important than their points of view is my own acceptance and my own approval. I need to accept who I am and embrace it. 

      I can't make anyone proud or approve of me if I don't do it for myself first. I also realized that it is my life the life I am living. I shouldn't look to accomplish my parents expectations. If I'm happy and I accept myself, nothing else should matter. 

     So this is my goal for the next months: get to know myself, discover who I really am, explore anything that I love about my life and even if it takes me awhile to accept myself just the way I am. 

A little about me

Hello again! 

      This blog is fairly new, so I'd like to start by talking a little about me, about my childhood, so that forward on you can get to know me better and you get to know the reason why I got to be just the way I am.

      I'm from Mexico, I was born into a catholic family in a little town in the center of the country. I am the third of seven siblings. We are all almost one year apart from each other.Now, my oldest brother is 24 and he just graduated university, on the other side, my youngest sibling is 12 years old and this september will start High School. 

     I am 21 years old. I love and have a passion for with everything related with technology. I like photography, music and every little things that I suppose everyone my age enjoys. 

    Two years ago I started my degree in Digital Media, but I didn't feel like it was something that was something that really filled me with joy and I didn't feel very passionate about it. I noticed big difference with the way I felt towards my degree than my classmates, so that after two years and with the support of my father I decided to change my degree. This semester I started university to complete a degree in Engineering in Biomedicine. I don't know how it ill work out. I'll let you all know along the way. 

Welcome!!

Hello everyone! 

      Thank you for visiting my blog! This is the first time that I'll try to write here constantly. 

I'm not a professional writer, nor a philosopher and I'm not very good at expressing with words; still I'm going to try to write to express myself, to get something off my chest and to connect with everyone who is interesting in reading this. 

I hope that through my experiences someone could get to learn something or feel the support that I sometimes lacked of and also, do not doubt to contact me if you want or need someone to talk to, I'll always be here.